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Looking in your eyes while you’re on the other side, and I think that I have a thing for you. You’re doing it on purpose, winding and working it. If you didn’t know, you’re the only thing that’s on my mind. The way I’m staring at you got me wanting to give it to you all night. If we close our eyes, it could just be me and you. You might as well give me a kiss, we just keep touching like this. I know you’re scared baby, but they don’t know what we’re doing. Let’s both get undressed right here, keep it up girl then I swear, I’ll give it to you non stop. And I don’t care who’s watching. I want to make love in this club.
I don’t think you realise how difficult this is for me. I love you so so much, but in a friend way. I know you love me in more. And I just feel so guilty, like I’m betraying you, every time I feel the slightest sense of affection for someone else.
I could actually punch you right now :( Why would you say that I suit being ‘curvy’? You know full well that’s my worst nightmare. I don’t want to hear ‘curvy’ even if you mean it in a positive way. I want to be skinny again.
I need to get over this fantasy I’ve created in my head and realise it’s only a dream. It’s just my vivid imagination. I’ll never be part of your personal life. I’ve made up who I think you are and have fallen in love with my vision. From now on, I’m going to focus on myself and the real world, instead of dwelling on what I created to relieve my anxiety and loneliness. I’m going to recover.
I keep having lots of negative emotions recently. I want to channel that energy into something more positive.
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